I love my 'puter, fucking around and not being productive, and trying to improve myself

emphasis trying... D:

Sysadmining is one of my foremost hobbies. Funnily enough, while I'm a big computer guy, I'm not much of a videogame person? Don't get me wrong, there are some games i adore (disco elysium, celeste, minecraft, don't starve, all the staples) but compared to my peers i spend next to no time on GaMiNG (<- hated word btw) and i avoid multiplayer games like the plague they are...

I've been trying to get into sewing recently, if only to repair my clothes, and it's going... okay! I'm not that good, but I'm getting into a bit of a groove. I also wanna start writing, maybe even the poetry i oh-so-adore! (one of these days, anyway...)

Really, this site is an exercise for me in two ways: Put my thoughts down for one, and start writing for two. It's why I have no analytics or anything; I don't care if anyone visits. It's nice to know that people visit, so that's why I have an email you can send me your thoughts at, but the entire point of this is for me to be less dependent on attention to do the things I wanna do, if that makes sense to you. It might not, because (thankfully, you should be grateful for this) you're not in my brain!

i go by he/him, feel free to reach out if you found me interesting <3